Garrrrrrrrhg! I hate money!! I hate it so much! It ruins my day! It stresses out my life! It makes me yell at my husband, (o yeah, and I hate PMS too!) >.< I just need to vent or I'm going to punch a hole in my cubicle wall!
All I wanted was a baby. Yeah it wasn't planned, but I was so happy to be pregnant, and so was my husband. Then I miscarried. So now instead of a baby I have $2000 in medical bills, which would have been covered on the Oregon Health Plan, but I can't get OHP now, because I'm not pregnant anymore. Too top it all off we have $5 in our bank account, and pay day isn't til the 20th. I have 2 more bills to pay, but those can wait til the end of the month I guess. They have to. I can't ask anyone else for money, I already owe money to 3 different people, plus the hospital. (I am never going to the ER ever again!)
Right now I just want to go to sleep and not think about anything. I try not to vent like this on here, but I can't concentrate at work right now! How did this happen? How did we get so behind? Where did all our money go? Why is life so hard sometimes? I don't know who I'm asking, and I know this journal entry won't fix anything, but at least I have vented. I promise I won't do that again anytime soon. *sigh*
Drinking: Tea that was hot, but is now cold. T.T